Coming back to work

I've decided that I need to get used to limbo. The in-between place.

I just got off a week long river trip. It was beautiful. It was fun. It was strenuous (which is good). At the same time, I think I realized I am grateful that I am not riverguiding all summer.

Then I came to work. Sitting in a cubicle is not beautiful. It is not fun. I am grateful for health benefits and a salary, but not much else motivates me to come to work.

I feel like my life is stuck in limbo, and not just the work department of my life. Lots of departments are in limbo. I don't feel like I'm progressing mentally. Spiritually I'm stuck. I can't find the time to maintain all of the social relationships I want to. I think I need to talk to Eeyore.

I'm sorry if this is depressing to read. But, hey, that's part of life, too.